BabyLov3

2010-07-09T18:07:00.002+08:00

Today

i am in a blank now, what should i say

or even do. why every time things happen

to me so sudden? i just wanna have a good

and happy relationship but every time it

wont gose smoothly.. I really very stress and

very sad at the same time.. my heart really

drops to the bottom, there is alot of things in

my head now. what should i do now!!! haiz..

y cant my life jus end here.! there is really nth in this world for me that i

will wanna leave anymore.. haiz

2010-06-20T12:38:00.002+08:00

Sunday Afternoon

came back from a tiring duty in camp.

actually meeting dear at 9am de but she

yesterday Play L4D till very late then slp

till now then wake up n msg mi ):

I was very moody for this week, cant

trying to find a good spot to hide myself

and dun ever come out. Things r coming to me

1 by 1 and each things r getting more n more hard

to handle. having lots of things in my head n even my

heart, i starting to fall off track already.

=-Case By Case-=

1 thing i have to say. Govt work aint that easy.

i am revoke to NSF at 11/05/10, and now i have

to serve another 2 years as for the past of my 1yr 10mth

was all not counted.. New ORD date nw 15/04/12?! i

cant belive that.. Worse of all i still have to pay THE GOVT

3.7k as what they say it was a back pay bonus, oh greatz i dun

understand at all and now i have to monthly pay back still haven

finish yet more to come.. i have a laptop to pay n a insurance too

how the hell with the bloody NSF pay i can return all tis? simple conclucion

Govt work aint easy to work, if u r not rdy to serve then dun..

Days..

Father's day today.. happie yet sad at the same time, i have

yet to tell my father my case n intention was to tell him today but

WTF today father's day how can that be possible?! argh!i really dun

know what i can do haiz..Anyway, Happie Father's Day DAD..

Secrect

i have a msg save in my phone i will read it everyday to remind myself haiz

i love u my dear jingxuan..

End of today..

2010-06-16T20:34:00.002+08:00

starting up my blog with the saddest news..

i dun know how should i say tis, maybe in

the first place i should not have drink or

maybe i should not have been born in this

world at all. the born of me cause ppl so much

trouble, i feel very sad but whats the point?

can say that i started all this. maybe someone is

right, a lepord will nv change its spot.. haiz, y must

i always drink why must i always help ppl so much?!

haiz..

2010-06-13T21:50:00.002+08:00

Alvin Lim WeiQuan is opening back his blog ><"

Check out all latest update on my life (:

changing lots of things when i am back from my sailing ^^

2009-12-27T20:13:00.000+08:00

BLOG CLOSED.. THX ALL READERS..

2009-12-12T13:36:00.005+08:00

It Been Long Since I blog ^6^

I have been thinking what i have

done in the past and thinking of

what i should do iin the future..

I have finally found my way out

of the devil rote, going very smoothly

since the day i found my ownself..

Love is still nv easy for me eh?! but

still i will try very hard ^^..

Anyway Happy Bday to JiaHe, Complete

Drunk for him last nite i dun know what

happen to him after that as i plan to find

someone but in the end i went to eat and

head home le.. This morning i receive a msg

from a person within sec my campmate called

we were totally freak out and so freaking

happie that we shout around like a monkey hehe..

i can consider myself a lucky yet i take all this lucky

for granted bah ^^ but now i have walk out from

all those things i will learn more to be good.. Mum

was happy to see me change but dad was still not

so happie about my little changes cos i still have

the hot temper and childish act in my heart.. ^^ i will

give my best shot eh?!! ^^" 3 person made mi change

and i wont let them down.. ^^ Mum DaD And YOU..

Thanks.. Changing phone number soon le.. Sry Guys but

i really wanna get out of that life le.. You Guys should Know

What Life i wanna get out bah.. ^^ Good Luck To all my

frends and bros Out there..

Good Luck:

-WeiJie - To Find a Job with good pAy and lasting love with GF ^^

-Louise- To Study Hard and pass all exam ^^ And S11 With ah Ying ^^

-YongAnn- To Earn more money and treat mii drink ar?! and GF Jiayou

-MingJie- To Built up ur courage and dun be so simple minded le.. JiaYou In relationship

-Ryan- To Pass all ur exam ^^

The rest i wont say le bah ^^

*Quan nid people none will come But ever think WHY when u all nid people i am first to come? COS i treasure..

2009-11-21T18:05:00.002+08:00

Finally i am Out of the camp.

Was in camp tis whole week and

the bloody ship donno is air con

too power or what is damn cold

lor!! GRR!! Anyway This 1 week in

camp i think alot and also talk to

quite a number of people, some

give weird advice =S some still okok

lor but still got some dumb ass wanna

play dig wound anyway i dun care also

cos the court case is near alr. dig as much

as u wan lor i dun gibe a damn either..

People are so weird, u wan me to give u

the respect but u got to give me mine first

mar =.=" Such a Loser stay bukit panjang

some more.. SO NEAR TO ME Lar!! =.="

I dun like my current feeling now haizz.!!

I hate the feeling of people giving hope to

another person when there is alr NO hope liao

OMG..!! so many Bitch around me.. KAO..

I open up my eye to see girls around me,

cos of money u all can do anything de ar?! WTF

lor.. I am not as stupid as some of my friends out

there leii. omg.. The world is changing so fast

i cant even cope with it anymore, No more

good one anymore.. I love tis:

"All good woman R either Dead or Alr have love"

LOLS!! COOL man same Goes to man Also de lar..

I am so sick now but i still wanna cook a meal for my

family with the help of yongann ^^ tq tq.. haha..

I have decided to Put tattoo on my right arm ^^

and the tattoo i wanna put is "ALVIN" wohoo..

and i wanna pierce my tongue LOLS ^^ soon soon!!

haha!! So should i go drink tonight? OMG sick sick!!

COLD =.=" LOLS..!! Nvm ltr then say haha!!

Gd BYE!!

2009-11-14T19:19:00.007+08:00

Quan Is back with PIC!!
haha so long nv update liao
le hor haha u all miss me rite
haha??!! Now a days had been
going down clubbing!! Boat quay!!
LOLS like retard haha!! I just
wanna clear out all my thinking in my head so that i wont keep thinking
of 2 importatnt things lor.. Anyway for some of my friends who dun know i will be going court either end of the NOV or start of the DEC lor.. Nth muchto update anyway my pic will do the job bah.. Rebel Club ^^

Thats all People ^^ hope u enjoy it ^^

Good Luck to me and also

i will wish u good luck in ur life without me

take care...

2009-11-07T09:10:00.002+08:00

Back...
i am Back from another sailing..
Very tired and the sea state was like

WTF.. i got nothing much to update

anyway, 02 more days to report back

to TP HQ. Donno what shit they wanna

tell me LOLS.. Early in the morning Y am

i not slping? LOLS.. I JUST come back from

duty lor.. OMG.. Things happen which i dun

wish to say also i am so tired of everything

alr, hope everything will over soon and good

things will come back to me asap lor.. i am still

thinking wanna put tattoo on my hand anot sia!!

any idea from any of my friends out there? going

to put my name "Alvin" on my right hand ^^ nid

advice eh?! ^^" Louise lets go malaysia again leii

this country really make mi sick LOLs..!! nth much

to update also le lar.. Show u all 1 Retard photo i had

taken ^^

Cool rite haha!! LOLS

2009-10-27T01:13:00.002+08:00

Mum i am sorry i made u cry..

dad i am sry i turn out to be like this..

i can only hope they can turn the 7 charges

to 1 or maybe jus 2... haizz..

2009-10-26T18:24:00.002+08:00

TODAY

at time 1300hr was caught by a Road

block Riding bike with no lic.. Just come

out From Police Station.. Min Charge outside

revoke lic 1 year and fine plus another charge

will be given by SAF 80Percent DB.. My bad luck

have now all come.. Take care my friends...

2009-10-25T19:36:00.004+08:00

...A NEW LIFE FOR ME...

Lots and lots of friend call me today

and also randomly saw some of my

friends at Singthai yesterday, Thanks

for all the advice and the fun at singthai

and also NANA.. Have kinda decided alot

of things and will try my best to achieve it?^^

This is going to be very hard for me le, although

i wan to try lar ^^ but donno jus feel hard for me.

hehe..

Things wanted to achieve in this five years before

my service end:

-Get a Car/Bike lic (i too lazy to take ^^ Also no money ar hehe)

-Get a Honda Civ/Fit/Jazz if got car lic, SP for Bike Lic ^^

-Get a Deplo

-Get a GF haha

Five years is abit long lar for so little things but hor i very

very very lazy de lar haha so its going to be sooooooo hard

for me lor ^^ I WAN TO TRY!!! haha :P

2009-10-24T20:35:00.003+08:00

Total DANCING day yesterday!!

Went down to Golden mile to eat

steamboat with louise, ahying, louise

sis, louise sis friend, yong ann and ryan..

we eat till like hmm.. ok lar not they eat lar

but i am the one keep eating.. :S donno

y i jus cant stop eating de so weird.. after that

we hang around golden mile thinking where

to go but we jus cant think of a PLACe!! lastly

we went down to SingThai, As usual no 1 move

at the start ^^.. once the DJ hit it Ryan start

the ball rolling LOLS.. NICE NICE.. Then come

le lor i went in to enjoy myself also lor.. ^^" we

were like CRAZY MAN!! DANCE like we dun

give a damn to anyone haha... Kinda relaxing

for mii lar thx lor.. ^^ Receive a msg from my

ship coxn, WTF wan me go changi for kao.. Sailing

again mehz??!!! Tis is stupid lor.. If going to sail

again i wish tis sail will be like months or even YEARS!!

Then i dun have to come back singapore and face

all kind of shit lor.. Cant belive my friend dump all

the bitches after my problem 0.0" WTF is that for?? LOLS!!

i am so touch?? Your head ar haha.. My friend, dun tuang

around le lar go find a serious de lar, keep make ppl

sad de sia :P If not pass me some of ur powerful

skill lar haha..

I think i am getting sick soon le bah, smoke like free de lor..

Drink like a crazy ass, Even worse Now drink little bit

GONE liao =.= DRUNK!! Actually its good that i am drunk lar

then i wont think so much lor.. LETS FLUNK ALL BITCH AND

BITCHES!! LOLS i remember my campmate told me this

when i was so sad then instantly i laugh with my tears.. Cannot

like that lar very bad haha.. Flunk onli when we know that person

is a bitch? LOLS.. how would anyone know that person is a bitch??

Seriously damn funny when he told mii all tis.. Good Friday my ship

batch boy all came back but 1 posted to another ship sad :'( another 1

posted to SQN sad :'( left 1 84 days Ex.. HOW HOW i die liao LOLS..

5 more years and i will fark off tis service!! GAIN my freedom!!

I dun dare to go study haha with my current stats LOLS.. Confirm

fail till siao LOLS..!! Shit i say too much liao haha..

thats all le lar LOLs..

!!!DIE ALL BITCH AND BITCHES LOLS!!!

Nxt sat Sentosa

2009-10-24T17:32:00.002+08:00

1 advice from me LOLS NV get DRUNK

when Your gf wanna beak with u LOLS

this is whta will happen =.="

!!KAO!!

WHAT A JOKE!!

2009-10-22T15:13:00.002+08:00

Mum just called, she ask about you..

i told her everything le.. Although i dun

know why so sudden u make this decision

because you did not tell me why.. told her

that maybe is my fault bah for not being

there for you, but still i love you and hope

we will be back again.. :) take care..

2009-10-22T12:16:00.002+08:00

how i wish i was still dreaming.. what had happen i also
donno, cant belive that jus only 2 week sailing tis kind
of things happen.. can someone tell me what to do? i totally
lost in this world.. everthing suddenly become so fake infront
of me, i am turning back to last time le.. my head is so pain now..
now i belive my friend, long sailing really always have a problem..
total confuse, if there is no sailing there might still be us.. Will
anyone understand how much pain this is? once come back from
sailing BOMB suprise!!! damn fuck up!! How to go to work like that??
haizz.. Maybe ppl saying alots of things to her make her cannot take
it? thanks leii if thats the case.. Mum ask me to take care of myself..
i will try?? hope i dun regain back to the past of me.. Once i regain
than good luck to ppl around me..

2009-10-22T07:00:00.003+08:00

i am back with a shocking news.

thanks for everything bee..

i plan so much thing when i come back

but now its all gone.. Quan got total no mood.

good luck everyone.

2009-10-22T03:06:00.000+08:00

I AM BACK..!!! WAHAHHAA..!!

2009-10-12T23:16:00.005+08:00

on behalf of mr lim,

happy birthday mj!

hope you have enjoyed yourself on sat night.

mj sure happy de,

he was filled with oil.

OILY HOR.

careful cholesterol lar!

marine mine not here.

nothing much to update for him.

wondering what is he doing.

sure keep eating non-stop one.

then so many soft drinks and booz.

sure party non stop.

pics~

twist twist !

mr daotong and his ah pek !

the guys !

that's for all!

COUNTDOWN : 10 DAYS. ):

these terrible days.

oh mine.

idiot bee.

2009-10-09T23:20:00.007+08:00

hello earth.

mr alvin lim is currently on the boat.

yes, on a mission trip to Tioman.

please expect more party and party.

kua zhang.

11 cartons of soft drinks.

50 dollars worth of snacks.

just for 2 weeks.

ship has officially sailed off at 2300.

and he will be slightly uncontactable.

anyone who wishes to contact him,

please approach his bros.

they will have way to find him.

through satellite ?

so before this sail off,

let us see what has he been doing.

hmm.

as usual!

their prized martell for pool tournament!

...

and here comes the acting cute pics.

still acting cute!

and it caught the singer's attention too.

so i think it became crooked back mountain.

so is he sweet enough that he keep just wanna keep licking him.

hahahahahah!

i bet he will kill me for destroying his reputation once he's back!

HAHAHAHAHAH

who cares.

COUNTDOWN : 13 DAYS.

bee, bee, small bee.

2009-10-02T14:40:00.005+08:00

Back again..

Bros, i did not know u read my blog

and how u found my blog LOLS.. Anyway

dun nid to worry about me lar, they told

u i fall down rite?!! LOLS.. Things you

know i know can le dun have to say so

much.. Now a days they dun dare to do

anything to me lar haha relax i know how

to fight for my rite.. You do take care lar, better

dun pes down ar.. Then no 1 will be around to

company me suffer le.. haha.. Msg mii if u free eh?!

go drink drink ^^...

My life..

I have been very cheerful lately, haha.. some people

know y lar but some BLUR BLUR LOLS.. Louise thx

for treating me drink ar hahaxx!! FUN DAY LOLS..

its good lar dun u think??!! we 2 go drink chill relax

nth happen still can have fun LOLs.. Remember ar

dun always jio me go drink, jio mii go watch movie

eat, shopping or to sentosa(BEST) LOLS.. i also can

haha... Also took pic of retard face lar haha.. but cannot

post LOLS...

And a special thanks to her, listen to mii nag about my

things when i am down.. now also cos of u i have become

very cheerful le.. thanks.. ^^" i am still waiting wor haha!!

I am going sailing soon le.. nxt week friday i will sail off le..

so miss tis past few days fun with her, Louise and ahying

LOLS... Thomas jus got his back tattoo-ed =.=" grrr!!! i wan lar!!

nvm i wait hehe.. i donno what to rite le sio LOLs... take care everyone...

*i am waiting for ur ans*

*Loves*

2009-09-27T23:34:00.003+08:00

!!..Once again another day.. !!

Oh my friends ar!! y u all

so stupid de!! 1 commit sucide

i alr blur le.. now become 2??

come on lar we are all in the

same ship lets go through all tis

together mar, what r friends for

rite?? Is indeed very hurting to

lose the one that u love so much

but what can we do?? only to accept

it and let it be.. cry over the weekend

drink like crazy ass but dun do stupid

things mar.. Nobody can understand how

u all feel de only u urself can overcome tis

kind of thing.. i hope u all can overcome it

and lets be like last time, do our own thing

in ship dun care anyone and dun even give

a damn about it.. Cheer up, hope u 2 can find

a better girl that love u 2 deep deep :D

Oh dun come wish mii also hor haha..!! i aint

as handsome as u 2 lar haha.. JiaYou and

good luck!!! may god bless my tis 2 friends..!!!

My life,

hehe talk about mii NTH MUCH LOLS..!!! i had been

drinking alot and spending alot LOLS... wan broke le

wahahha, i feel much more cheerful now le cos of someone?!

hahaxx... anyway tis week is the last weekend i am able

to enjoy with my brothers and friends out there le.. oct

have lots of sailing to go no time at all.. :'( i am so going to

miss u guys out there lar!! u her also lar!! :'( Happie bday

to thomas and mum!! haha went to geyland eat then mum

say wanna go thai disco with mii to enjoy haha!! so i brought

her to sakura lor(AGAIN) =.=" then we had so much fun over

there lar.. got lots of pic but all at facebook le dun wanna put at blog

hehexx..!!! mum told mii her bday wish =.=" want mii to find a gf asap

bring to her... LOLS so easy mehz she though go market buy veg ar haha..

what a cute mum i have.. TO mum : got liao nid her to say yes ar haha..!! LOLS

:P.. ok lar thats all le.. i say tis weekend things le...

Nice job SG in the F1 race.. ^^

2009-09-17T23:35:00.002+08:00

how long since i blog.. haizz..

its been a very bad year for

me eh??? thinks aint going

smoothly for mii.. seriously

very hard to accept.. i have

regret so many things.. sign on

is 1 of ther things i regret, the rest

of it i shell not say bah.. since

its alr the past, i am really very

tired.. i starting to have a very

weird feeling, i feel like dying NOW

so that i dun have to carry so much

stress, so much problem.. how

i wish time can turn, then i wont sign on

and i will chose the right path do the

right things.. its like so impossible, i

really try so hard to study all my things

that is requird but iit jus cant get into

my head, how much more stress i nid to

take?? haiz.. now adays i suddenly hate

drinking so much.. hate blusty music

hate thai disco.. i donno what actually

happen to mii, no long like last time,

have problem there will be so many ppl

around me to help mii solve give mi support

and cheer me up.. now i am all alone.. since how

long i have a gf?? haha!! sorry ar suddenly

find it so funny about tis wahahha... Anyway

i will try my best to walk out of tis dark world

myself hope i can do it bah..

To Gerald: hey dun bomb about u driving evo or what leii

very malu leii ppl come tell mii say u last time drive evo LOLS

no offence lar i keep laughting when thomas come tell mii about tis..

anyway nth much good luck to everyone out there!!

2009-07-29T00:03:00.002+08:00

WOW soooo long since i blog hehe ^^

now a days blog also not much use

le lar haha.. anyway NICE GENTING

and KL trips.. With louise and mingjie..

We seriously have lots of fun over there

lar but use up alot of money haha.. No

worries my brothers out there.. There

will be one more coming up real soon ^^"

have taken pics over there also but having

some problems putting up the photos in

blog so i think i will post them on Facebook

bah.. feel free to take a look there ^^ see anyone

wanna go with us on the nxt trip lor ^^

will update more when i am much more free,

now a days kinda busy.. NITES...!!

2009-07-03T00:11:00.002+08:00

Fryday, July 03, 1211H

This date, this time. i had lots of

thinking, i am scare when i had

this kind of thinking. Currently

having money problem, trying to

solve it asap. I have been post

back to changi for 1 mth, meet up

with all my friends already. I am

very happy to saw them becos we

can be like last time chatting happily.

I had been wondering if i did the rite

thing to fall in love with her? I will

nv know until that day she cheat me.

Thanks mum for wanting to help me

in my bike, i am totally broke that

i cant even pay for my bike lic liao.

haiz. Anyway might be going to thai

on the July or maybe Aug bah still haven

decide which month and which date to go.

Going there for 1 week if its fall on the

Aug, but going for 3 days if on July.

I need to relax myself, might be going

with my camp mate becos he want go there

fond her GF. I recently found out a true

colour of someone, i got nth much to say

about you becos YOU CAUSE me lots of

problem and i had enough. AND thx ann

for helping so much ^^" i shell meet u guys

up soon eh?? Yong ann, Wei Jie, Louise, Ming jie &

many more of my friends.. today running a fever

and flu haiz 3 days mc.. going to rest soon.

BYE BYE!!

sok, pom ruk koon!! pom kit teung koon!!

2009-06-14T12:48:00.004+08:00

!.YO.!

LOLs, so long nv post liao i think
i have lots and lots of things to
blog about haha.. Hmm, which one
should i start?! LOLS, alright my life.
Recently i am doing well also kinda
getting my smile back le.. i heard from
someone lar she already kinda love another
person already, i had nothing to say about
this lor its her own decision.. i am not as handsome
as that person mar haha. no bike, no car how
to fight with ppl LOLS..!! Feel abit sad when
yesterday i heard this when i was enjoying
myself at boat quay, but still i got to go on bah..
Anyway to the "SHE" u wanna be friend we still
can de lar i dun mind at all de.. Can even show me
who u like lor maybe nxt time u got problem i can
help u lar ^^".. The memorise will always be in my
heart even u already gone.. ^^ alright thats all i
wanna say for this lor..

Currently i am going for my bike lesson and i am
going to buy bike soon le.. CHEERS.!! haha.. who will
be the first to sit behind.. confirm no 1 de haha. cos i
will only let my GF sit which i dun have lar haha.. LOLS..
My life in army is getting better also cos i started to have
another way to think le.. not like last time so hot temper
small thing hate tis n that.. Will be confine this week from
monday to sat morning its ok lar i am the one that do
wrong which is i late lor..
Also i am waiting to take my privt diplo in engeering
le wish me good luck bah ^^ now trying to sot the
timming out that it wont clash with my work, bike,
funtime and study lor..

ok lar thats all for this week lor.. will be booking in later at
2200.. watching movie with jie they all then go eat before i bookin..
SAD MY PHONE SPOIL!! haha nv ring no msg haha sad emo LOLS

2009-06-06T09:09:00.003+08:00

Its been so long.!

i am back ^^, due to lots of things
to do and prepare i got no time to
blog lols..!! haha.. had been posted
to tus liao lols.. life is not as easy as
i think lar, the money is not so easy to earn lor :(
having lots n lots of stress and donno who
to approch to.. yesterday lucky my
mother talk to me if not i think
i will go crazy and do stupid things
and spoil my career.. i remember
last time i still got someone to talk
to, now i am all alone handling all the stress
and keeping everything to myself.. blame me
for not treasuring?? maybe bah. Or blame
me not handsome enough?? hehe..!!
Thx mum for supporting me ^^. i will work
hard and earn money de LOLS.. Lets wish all the
rich mother fucker son that "kao" their family
GO BANKRUPT..!! wahahaha..!!! I will wish
everyone outside earning their money by
themself GO RICH!! DIE all bitch that love
man MONEYS.. LOLS.. damn i am going crazy again.. haha
Going to relax tonight so my standard place haha..
going there to relax n chill out with my friends.. ^^

GOOD LUCK TO THOSE WHO PLAY SOCCER..
World Cup 2010 Coming haha.. WACK IT HAHA..!!

Tonight:
-Jdee

2009-05-15T22:07:00.002+08:00

BAD DAY

I book out today with a very big

smile on my face.. share cab with

my campmate home, after i reach hme

i kinda relax but all of a sudden my hand

donno y go press internet then go to one

web page.. since i have gone to the page

might as well jus go take a look rite?? it wont

harm also mar.. then feel sad lar, i dun understand

is there total no feeling in human when thing really

gone??!! kana tis still nv mind.. FARK i fail my test

and i only got 90+ / 400 marks??!! WHAT THE HELL

WENT WRONG HERE SIA!!! ARGH!!! 3 weeks of

unlucky?! making mii to go crazy!! Going down

soon.. who will be here to help mii stand up again?

NO ONE.. u all know y?? COS TIS WORLD IS JUS
TALKING ABOUT MONEY, LIER, CHEATER, FARKERS,

BITCHES.. FARK TIS DUMB WORLD..

i hope all bitches die?! lalalallaa curse mii lor bo bian..

nth to say liao i have throw out all my anger n sadness liao

now i wanna go out liao..

TODAY

-Boat Quay(I WANNA GET DRUNK)

TOMORROW

-St James PowerHse(i wanna club till siao)!!

2009-05-08T21:04:00.004+08:00

..hii..

Had been very busy latly.

alot of things to do in camp

and also handle outside things.

Dun have much mood to do any

things also very down cos all the

thinking come back again, i am

trying to stop thinking so much

but still cant. maybe like what they

say bah, i cant let go.. My buddy at

camp i am trying liao.. i also dun wan

everyday down and no luck at all,

is tis what the chinese always say?

"Bao Ying"?? i also donno lar. but i

only know i totally dun trust what girls

say liao.. ppl might think i am sell-fish lor.

but who cares, no body can control what i am

thinking or even stop what i am doing.

i said i will walk back last time road, yes indeed

i walk back but my attitude remains the same

only the things i do r most ppl dun dare to do

or dun even try to do. Maybe tis is the way

i can say it?? nth much to say anyway, jus fail

my major test not in very good mood.. Tis week

i wanna drink till i DRUNK.. ARGH!! SUX SUX SUX..!!

Toniight

-Mahjong

2009-05-01T20:50:00.002+08:00

Boring Day

i donno wanna go where or

do what at all.. staying at home

rot n rot n rot LOLS.. Yesterday

went down to boat quay LOLS

2 friends drunk haha.. go till

4 plus 5 bah then went home n

sleep le..

Today

-Mahjong

-Soccer ^^

CYA ALL

2009-04-30T20:59:00.002+08:00

..hii..

So long nv blog le..

happen lots of things recently..

DAMN.. LOLs.. Went to view

my friends blog, all also nv update

liao le.. DEY..!! What heppen??

LOLS all dun wan update le ar? ^^

Or u all so good worried about me

then no time blog?? haha..

anyway guys, friends n my bros..

this kind of things happen no body

wan de lar we cant blame anyone only

myself for not being good enough eh?! ^^"

Lets not because of this stipud things

then spoil our own fun man.. U all Dun enjoy

now ar ltr i go other place liao u all can hardly

see me liao le haha.. now a days i had been

very forcus on my camp things.. trying very hard

to study n pass all my test so that i wont let my family

down n my relative wont look down on us.. Kinda

happy i pass 2 of my test and currently undergoing

another 2 major test plus 2 more hell test which

make me very stress n worry LOLS.. Damn first time

going 4 hr test paper haha tis is going to be so fun LOLS.

Also thx to my campmate, for making me laught,

helping me to stand up again, telling me so much and

giving me so much advise.. i will know what to do de..

Not very easy to put down everything but i will try de..

last week bring my friends to heaven hehe only ppl that

are out with me for the past few days/weeks will know what

i saying ^^ but tis week i bring myself to hell haha!! lucky

yesterday i half way return to heaven le hahahhaa..!!

i looks happy n sound happy but only ppl who r with me

will know how i feel n how down i am.. Update more when i go

more to say ^^

Tonight

-JDee(thai Disco)

-Boat Quay

-Home ^^

Cya All...

2009-04-22T04:33:00.001+08:00

U all very Childish de leii.. Cb, dun ever start
a quarrel in my blog.. not happy i jus close down
this blog u all wan go out quarrel.. NB..

2009-04-18T08:46:00.003+08:00

.HI.

Its been so long since i have blog..

do not have so much time like last

time happy happy blog.. for the past

few weeks have been going down to

thai disco at golden mile, gaylang &

friends hse to play mahjong.. I Jus

wanna make my time pass as fast as

possible.. hate this kind of blur life..

i dun really have much to say.. becos

i kinda lost my mood in blogging le..

Some ppl alr enjoying his/her life and

i am still here stuck in the dark.. no one

is able to pull mii out from the dark haizz..

Y i feel like kana cheated?? can u come back

to me and explain to me before u jus go

silently?? trust me i will hate u much more

if u jus go like that.. happy happy msg mii ar?

not happy msg another person?? haizz i am

veri sad that u have change so much.. if really

over liao hor pls jus come and tell me lar..

busy is a very good reason to give.. haiz..

nth much le bah if got thing then i blog bah.

wish all my friend tonight win soccer big big ^^

Tonight event:

-Mahjong at yewtee.

-Gaylang

-Golden Mile(JDee)

You have change alot..!!

haix.

2009-04-10T19:42:00.006+08:00

-hii-

Book out yesterday afternoon rush down to my friend

house to settle some of my study stuff.. after that wen

finish they decided to play a few rounds of mahjong

before i leave.. so we started playing for 2 rounds and i was

waiting for calls.. LOLS lose 17 dollar =.= lame haha.. but

it was fun playing with my campmate.. ^^ My mood was

still ok until at night.. after playing mahjong i receive the

call and went down to meet her and pass her money..

Went down there wait for about 20min then in the end

i was like went to the wrong entrance but lucky she haven

come out.. i was still thinking that she will acompany me to

atm n take money but nv did i expected there was another

friend of her.. so i dun intend to ask her to company me but

jus walk to the place myself.. after taking out the money i

went back n pass her the money.. i did not say much cos her

friends was over there n i jus wen off.. i donno y in the cab i

feel very sad.. i rush down from other place jus to pass her the

money n have a look at her..

but i found out that i only look at her

not even 1min.. i feel that i am jus nth to her anymore, after that

i went down to golden mile thai disco JDEE.. when i come everyone

know i am farking no mood.. the first thing i do is take the beer

cup n pour it full jus drink.. not long, like 2 min ltr i have drink

like 4 full cup.. my heart was really very sad, i feel like crying..

1hr ltr everyone was going down, all started to play hard n

shouting like no 1 there.. the whole disco was looking at us.. some

ppl smile with us but some stare at us like wanna kill us.. FARK i

dun even give a damn.. We open 5 tower n 2 matel..

Tonight : Golden Mile Thai Disco (JDEE)

i will not forget yesterday cos is the saddess day i had and is the day

Once again i drop tears for u..

9/4 - Happy Bday to YueWei..

May all ur wish come ture..

I have nth much to say le.. haizz...

[L][O][V][E]

-[L]-Lonely

-[O]-Obsolesce

-[V]-Vengeance

-[E]-Evil

2009-04-03T21:02:00.008+08:00

Its been really long since i blog.. too many things

to do and too little time for me.. millions n millions

of things happen, i do nt know how to deal with..
in camp, outside life all r making me going crazy
soon.. lots of friends have told me alot of things
giving me lots of advice but how will i take in
advice when my brains have so much things for me
to think? Did my face write - (u r a stupid fool)?
its true that there is nth much i can do cos i am
in camp.. i always only have 2 days outside but i
will always wanna spent it with someone more then
my friends. Life is not going very smoothly for me
already, i cant concentrade on my studies. i really
run out of idea liao.. haiz.. FARK up life.. i give up
everything liao i am tired, i cant hold alr. i fall..!!

i truely love u

i cant let u go

i need u by my side

to give me support.

y always nth..?? y

do i always have to msg u

i am always waiting

for ur call and msg haizz..

which mother farker donno how to dive van?!!
u cause my brother accident, n u farking cb run away..
puabye.. Dun worry i will Hunt u down.. N dun you
worry u wont escape from the LAW.. Is either you let
the LAW handle you if not you dun wish to see me!!
you will get double of what my brother had.. FUCKING
no lic noob shit driver.. COWARD..!!

Thx to all my friends n brothers.. for helping me
celebrate my bday at golden mile thai disco.. i am totally

drunk for 2 days.. Thx for making me drunk, i am sad.. haiz.

pic will do the job..

Thats all i have got to say..
i might go down to boat quay today
i am feeling very down.. haizz..!!

2009-03-20T16:36:00.005+08:00

Its been a long time since i blog.. very shack, tired, moodless...
alot of things is my mind.. cant blog cant do anything..
lots of picture but i dun feel like posting up.. i dun even wanna
celebrate my bday.. When things really happen i really went down
feel very hard to accept alot of things happining.. i cant do my things
well my test jus cant pass i really nid someone to support me but none..
think about last time i really feel that i did alot of wrong things to help,
i should have see how u guys went down.. DEAD.. u all will only feel
it when u guys really went down.. i can change my attitude in just seconds..
i just dun wanna go back to last time.. i am trying to control myself.. haizz..

I dun feel a nid to ask anyone out..
Friends - NO
Bros - NO
sry i wont help anyone anymore.. i dun find that u guys nid any help..

2009-03-08T05:34:00.002+08:00

another day jus pass like that.. =.= mlike WTF..
too lazy to blog liao.. i have nth to say.. cos i am only
waiting.. take care ppl photo will be up soon.

2009-03-06T01:05:00.002+08:00

Its been very hard for me this few days..

Thx my camp mate.. for asking me play

mahjong.. n thx gerald, weilun, n gerald gf(xuann) come play

mahjong with me.. 2 days of mahjong.. i feel

better anyway.. ltr is another day of mahjong..

anyone wanna play?? ^^ really thx alot guys

if not i think i will be drinking n drinking liao..

My block leave is going to end soon.. going

back to camp soon.. at first i plan alot for

my block leave but is the end haizz things happen

and i cant go on with my plan.. forget it.. i accept my

fate eh?! nth can change it de.. no one knows how i feel

only i know myself.. hmm Stand strong n go on.. ^^

soon there will be club, pub, mahjong, poker & many more

to come wahahhaa... i wan to walk out of the dark.. ^^ i have

some photos but abit lazy to post nw cos i got things to do

haha..!! nxt time 1 shot post finish all ^^ take care ppl ^^

2009-03-04T00:22:00.005+08:00

BLOG CLOSE FOR THE TIME BEING..

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2009-03-02T13:42:00.006+08:00

My off day is so boring.. staying at hme with a blur face..

i cant stay at hme!! i keep thinking lots n lots of things..

i nid to go out n relax!! i cant find anybody to go out with man

all of them r either in camp, working or with gf ^^ nvm haha

i go out myself.. +P what am i going to do for this whole week!!??

anyone can tell mii?? argh!! i am so waiting for 10/3 & 31/3

whahahah!!! 1 is my pay day another 1 is my bday!! wohoo..

hmm but how the hell am i going to celebrate?? thats another

big problem =.=" HELP HELP i got too much to think!!

ARGH!! lta nid to bookin for my duty le BORING!! LOLS..

My mind is full of things that cant be solve.. my face will nv

show my feeling so u guys wont know how down i am.. haizz..

Anyway receive a msg from someone 0.0! kinda shock that this

person will msg mii 0.0!? maybe i think too much?? ppl might

be helping mii eh??!! haha ^^

LASTEST news!!

-Tuesday March 03 i will be at town

Shopping(AGAIN) ^^

I jus wanna have u by myside

able to take care of u..

loving u..

how come u jus wont let mii?!

haizz love u like i always do..

i am always here waiting for

ur msg..

2009-02-28T17:00:00.002+08:00

YO ppl.. ^^ ^o^ jus wake up so tired.. haha Yesterday wen to eat steamboat
at Turf City LOLs..!! FUN!! ^^ haha after that went down to Kbox at Cine..
Have alot of fun over that.. Mii n louise drink alot lar haha.. POP POP POP..!!
haha..

Anyway My frienz n Bros all my lastest news will update here like where we going
all what de lor.. so u all come here see more easy mar haha dun nid keep call
and call n call LOL..!!

OK here we go..

Tonight St James Power House..
NO DRINKING FOR TONIGHT haha
we can only drink little bit haha cos wanna enjoy the music
not Drunk ourself eh?? ^^ Msg mii if u guys saw tis alright ^^
then tell mii if u going anot ^^ CYA ALL AT ST JAMES!!

2009-02-23T03:47:00.005+08:00

Hii people.. I am Back to my blog ^^
Lots n lots of photo to post sia i donno
what to start first sia argh!! i will bring
in all the photos before i start my lala sad
story again =.=" haizz...
Here u go my pics ^^ enjoy ^^"

In my life haha my first branded Stuff..

LOls.!!
Veri Happy that i got all tis stuff today

with 2 of my friends yongann and ming jie.. ^^

End of Pic ^^

Not very smooth week anyway..

suddenly donno y also i when down to club with all my bros

we went to Arena.. It fun over there but let mii thinks of my sad-ness

ture that last time when there is u around i am very happy.. but when

i am at arena i feel very sadx1000000... Y things become like that? haizz..

maybe i am really nt the one that u r looking for?? thats y it took such a long time

to think?? i cant do much.. i cant even make u smile, whereas ur friends, ur bros

r able to do that.. i feel dam sad about it.. i did try to stop msg-ing u, try nt to contact u

so that u can have the smile on u always.. but i jus cant.. really very hard to stop contacting

u.. I am sorry that i cant let u have smile everyday.. i dun carry much hope le.. i totally

dun have any confident also le.. Everything i have change r all for u.. haiz.!

Will stop drinking le.. sry guys.. i jus wanna shop n relax my life i very tired le..

i keep having the sad feeling when i am drinking, i cant forget everything..

ARGH ARGH ARGH!!!

:'(

dun wan say le.. haizz

Good Bye.. ^^

Take care ppl..

Chao :)

2009-02-15T18:53:00.004+08:00

So long nv blog le.. friday went for total def day.. OMG

its hot lar zzz my king say must tahan zzz he crazy de lor

went to city hall for some past war stuff... at about 3plus going 4

call gerald.. ^^ ask him come down company me go buy valentine

gift.. He was like "OK la i come find u" =.=" LOLS..!! so he come down

with his GF & daotong... We were at MSquare there walking around

find the gift finally we found it lor haha.. Another problem lar haha we

cant make a decision on the colour!! Argh cos its a suprise lor then chosing

between red n pink but the pink SUX =S LOLS..!! after buying the gift

gerald send us hme prepare to go watch movie n DRINK!! haha!!

intend to pass the gift to her on friday but fail to do so.. kinda sad then

Everything went wrong in boat quay =.=" zzz saw my friends i was like

"ARGH who cares JUS drink lar DRunk Drunk lor" in the end

i really got drunk =.=" & its veri drunk!! went to back ally to vomit lar!!

thx gerald for giving mii tisue paper lor haha.. pub lady boss n gerald

was shock what i did at the back ally not jus vomit.. ^^ cannot say haha..

Sry man no Choice i was tooooo down man..

On saturday i still plan to pass the gift to her but she was too busy with

her friends at town.. its ok wait again lor.. Yong ann Invited us for a dinner

at his hse.. STEAMBOAT lols..!! then went to boat quay again =.=" i think

i am going to die soon man always drink drink drink.. hehe.. YONG ANN!!

AI ZAI!! OK?? haha We r all here to help u.. Dun be like mii man.. haha..

OH OH and GREATZ TO LOUISE!!! He DID it!! haha greatz to

LOUISE N VIVIEN.. May u 2 stay sweet
always.. ^^

SENTOSA ON 21/02/09 Morning 10am.. ALL MY BROTHERS N FRIENDS
MUST COME!! haha n SISTERS u know lar hor haha must come!!

Guys Bring all ur hot babes along alright?! haha Its gonna be fun man

so many ppl come haha!! Very long nv like that together le lor.. ^^

I have taken alot pic on friday n sat but i dun have the cable currently

so nid to post on next friday le...

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY BROs & Friends!! ^^

u haf ur friends to cheer u up take care always.. haizz

2009-02-08T20:52:00.006+08:00

yoyo!! ^^ i am back haha LOLS..!! yesterday when down
to boat quay with louise, weijie, mingjie, gerald & his gf..
kinda have lots of fun there ^^ today feeling better cos finally someone
msg mii eh?? haha.. hope that there will be a surprise for mi bah..
Now i will let the photo do the job haha i bookin in soon.. ^^ Enjoy

Meiling & Me

Me, MeiLing & WeiJie

Me, MeiLing, WeiJie & MingJie

Louise, Me, MeiLing, WeiJie & MingJie

& last
The Whole Group

Sad there is no Gerald GF pic haha But Thx

To Her for helping us take the pic ^^

Thats all for today See u all Next week ^^

Take care all my Friends Brothers

YOU!!

2009-02-07T16:39:00.005+08:00

halloo everyone..

once again another sux week.. getting more n more no life

starting to hate my life.. thx louise, weijie, mingjie yesterday keep company me

drink i know i drink alot yesterday.. LOLS.. but no choic lar

u all know when i down i love to drink alot n dun think so much

de lor haha.. too bad yesterday ann nv come no one dare to call him

cos he seldom come out if i nt wrong.. yesterday after drink go other place

then go hme lor.. someone told mii somethings lar at first

i felt very very angry but in the end i chose not to care about

this person at all.. COS in him i dun find any trust anymore

i can treat u as my friend but u treat mii as a retard?? take mii

as a blocker ar?? omg i am nt stupid alright!! i got many friends around

they will help mi.. COS they really treat mii as their friends!!

N next week will it gonna be a bad week again?? haizz.. u have ur friends

to help u in ur days dun need mii anymore.. COS only ur friend able to help u

even i wanna help also no use U wont let mii.. i am starting to lost fate in love le..

what u wan mi to do then we can get back to last time like that?? haizz..

anyway stop all tis le la every week i have been saying all tis things!!

make mii sick liao!!

GREATZ to thomas my didi.. for getting bike lic.. haha

although most of us dun agree to get him a bike but my soft hearted father

got a bike for him.. n as a brother i will help him abit.. i am going to give him

money to spray the colour he wan on his bike ^^ i trust that he will

take care of himself.. maybe help him put up 1 neon light on his bike bah..

so he can ride with proud N NOT SPEED LIKE A "ACT HERO".. hmm haha...

there u go his bike ^^

jus now he ride mii down to plaza eat MOS buger thx lor LOLS..!!

not bad lar his driving haha but nid to improve..

nxt we r going to get car lic n i am getting a car by tis year

so mii n my brother can go out together..

here r some of the pic i like to show..

my tattoo i love tis veri artistic..

thx all.. Update again when i am free.. ^^

2009-02-01T15:13:00.004+08:00

Sorry people so long never blog,

haiz a very sad week indeed.. totally out of control..

i cant get my mind off u.. i really very tired le.. Why i always got this type of

week.. i can no longer be as happy as last time le.. Friends will say i stupid.. But did u guys ever think of how much i love her?? gift is nth is only a token of my love..

Yes, i have a very bad temper last time.. i did change, i did alot of things.. Just becos i love her..

i know who is behind my back doing small small things.. dude i never even think of taking any revenge on him.. no matter what he is still my friend.. i treat everyone as my best friend..

No longer like last time liao FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT!! argh why in the first place i wanna walk this path?? haizz.. Tattoo is part of my life i love art.. Any wrong with having tattoo?? If u think tattoo can scare ppl then u r just a childish freak.. I know alll my friends r planning for their valentine.. i know u all going to meet up with ur loves 1.. dun worry about mii alright.. Enjoy ur valentine man.. i plan to do duty on that day.. after i send the gife to her i plan to MIA le.. line will be cut off also le.. will there be a surprise for mii?? i think its going to be hard.. i wish all my best friends out there will have a wonderful valentine day n may all of ur wish come ture!!

JY PPL!!

Quan is gone...

2009-01-23T14:48:00.002+08:00

Yesh lar.!! book out le hehexx..!! tis week in camp was kinda tough for mii lar..

after clearing my confinement i was like argh i can go out liao!! haha..

very tierd tis week, was preparing my lion dance performance in camp..

cant get a proper slp also omg everyday train till 12 plus going 1 the next day still nid wake up at 5.30am..

but still we put up a good show for them haha maybe when i got some of my pic that they take and post it up ^^ tonigh also donno wan go where omg another problem..

DRINK?? haha thats what i nid hmm to kill all my sad moob tis week so i can enjoy my CNY... update more of my enjoy pic tonight ^^ hehe thats all i wan go rest liao =P

2009-01-16T19:43:00.007+08:00

There u go ^^ the pic's are up.. ENJOY..!!

yesterday was fun with my BROS..!! haha DAO TONG

so long nv saw u yesterday finally saw u n take pic 2gether le haha

MY pic's will tell u how much fun we have.. ^^

Wanna come out with us?? haha Jealous?? LOLS..!!

YongAnn and Weiquan

WeiQuan & the Pub Boss ^^

Who the hell take tis pic man =.="

WeiJie YongAnn WeiQuan & Gerald

Gerald was STUNT!!

YONG ANN STOP MSG-ING GALS!!! ^^

Thinking Of u?? ^^

Quan & Gerald

^6^ Suddenly u saw 2 pigs haha!! ^6^

WeiQuan & DaoTong!!

Thats all FOR todae ^^ need to bookin le wohoo!!! Wish All My friends n Brothers out there a

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!

Wish Mysterious blogger a happie new year!! really miss u lots..

Saddest day..

2009-01-15T20:42:00.003+08:00

OMG

I finally come out le lor..!!! haizz sad lor my own mistake make me cant book out.. miss so much fun with SOME of my friends lor.. haizz.. Kinda feel angry with somethings lar but wont say it out here lar jus wanna remind some of my FRIENDS please be auto abit lar u all can do whatever u wan behind mi lor but i dun care anyway cos u wont see last time de mi liao.. the world change i will follow also.. Jus hope that u all will change also lar now not like last time liao.. Change if u all are able too before its too late lor... this week still nid to go back camp confine again so shack.. My Mysterious blogger thx for missing me lar hahaxx.. i have so much to learn so much to catch up haizz.. Y ALWAYS STUDY i will fall asleep sia.. WHO CAN HELP MII :'( nth much to say le lar anyway.. Mysterious blogger miss u too.. n dun keep posting lar ltr ppl though tis ur blog =.=" hahaxx..

END here le..

Miss everyone out there.. Take care my FRIENDs n Bros.. ^^

Tonight will update some pic if i can.. ^^

Mysterious blogger

2009-01-15T13:52:00.002+08:00

Welcome to episode 2 of mysterious blogger.
LOLS !

Kelian de Weiquan,
SOL.
I think alr 2 weeks never book out.
And now Phone also no batt le I guess.
:(

Miss him!

Mysterious blogger

2009-01-09T12:33:00.010+08:00

HELLOOOOOOO !
RECRUIT W Q LIM BOOKING OUT IN LESS THAN 24HRS !

LOLSLOLOLOXLZOSLOLXLZOXLSOLZOSLOLOLXZX!
Sorry Random!

Guess who is this myterious blogger. (Simple huh?)
Weiquan's gonna kill me if he sees this tmr :(

CUTE RIGHT! Say hello to MINY! 6

YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

2009-01-04T20:39:00.005+08:00

About yesterday haha!! Boring lar... Yong ann, Wei Jie, Ming Jie, Gerald, Ryan & Ryan GF yesterday we went to catch a movie at cine.. LOLS..!! I took a MRT down lor LOLS..!! THATS LIKE WOW haha.. after movie all planning where to go lor, in the end went to Boat Quay LOLS..!! Standed de lor always go there haha!! Let the pic tell u how much we drinks bah haha!!

Act Cute No.1

Pose sia ^6^

We Love the toilet =.="

Snap Shot!!

Cheers BRO!!

WAKE UP GUYS!!

OMG!!

3 Crazy Guys

The END hehe.. Thats all for today hehe ltr 11 nid bookin already so sad... Wish all Bros n Friends out there a good life n BRING ur GF for mii to see ar!! haha!!

^^ today..

2009-01-03T16:35:00.000+08:00

Sad lor i nearly late for mi NE sia.. WTF.. waste my money take cab go down sia.. WAH!!! LOLS..!!

Boring Night..

2009-01-03T01:36:00.002+08:00

It was like so boring lor.. i keep make my blog till i almost forget i need to wake up early in the morning like 5.30 go for my National Education LOLS..!! As what i heard it was boring but i still have to go through it sad!! ^^
I have just started this blog so do support alright!! ^^
Tag when u notic my blog lar!! ^6^ & link me.. Thanks alot..

Thanks to yong ann ^^ tell me about blog?? haha!!

Gonna sleep soon le..

Nite nite all..

I will update all my newest photo to here asap!! ^^

&

make this blog live!! ^^